Today was my 21st birthday. I'd have to say it was a pretty good day. I didn't do anything crazy. I didn't blackout. I don't think I was even drunk. Sorry to disappoint you.
I actuality, I feel a little boring. I want to be crazy and hyper and overactive but in my heart its like I can't.
My day started off with my dad bringing me McDonald's breakfast. I appreciated the gesture. Then I watched some Doctor Who and messed around on the Internet. Around 1pm my dad and I went to The Cheesecake Factory for lunch. When looking at the menu I wanted my first legal alcoholic beverage to be something memorable. I was pushed into ordering this gross drink called "Georgia Peach." Some of you may like it but I don't really care for vodka. I do love Rum though... :)
We did several things afterwards like, visit Sephora, and Best Buy and Target. I went home and fell asleep because I'm a lightweight and vodka makes me sleepy. It was nice/awkward/clumsy being asked for my id.
Around 5:30 my friends Anisa and Vanessa were going to pick me up to go to dinner. I know the time is really early but I'm old and Anisa has to be home by a decent hour. Well we missed out 6pm dinner reservation by 45 minutes. Anisa and Vanessa didn't end up coming till 6pm and then I led them astray from the restaurant. I mean I wasn't really annoyed at Anisa and Vanessa because they were late, I just felt a little embarrassed because I knew the assistant manager at the restaurant.
Dinner was at the Melting Pot. I do recommend it. It's a really different way to eat and I really liked it. It's a little pricier but every once in awhile it would probably be really fun to go to.
Now I'm home and in my pajamas. I'm sleepy and a little sad.
I'm sad because work is changing and I'm not used to it. I'm so attached to my life at the store that I get grumpy with every small change, every little difference. I have to let go of it and realize that it isn't important. I can't be important to me, because all it ever does is make me sad. I want to be happy. I want to be fun. I want to be nice and I want people to care. I don't think working in the stock room has made anybody care about me. It has probably made them like me less. I hate that. I demand from myself to change that.
To end my post I'm going to "borrow" this idea from a blog by Hayley G. Hoover over at The Hayleylujah Chorus about the things she sensed today.
Today I saw: a new video by Zach Anner on YouTube. I found him late last night through John Mayer's tumblr. He's really funny. I mean this disability isn't funny but HE is a comedian.
Today I smelled: a pretty new lotion my mom got me for my birthday. Its called Lost In Fantasy.
Today I tasted: A wonderful cocktail called the Love Martini. Wow..like so good. I think I'm going to like this year.
Today I heard: We the Kings. I bought one for their albums last night. I really like theirs sound.
Today I touched: my dinner with my fingers.
I also watched this video by Alex Day or nerimon from YouTube who said that he writes 5 things down he wants to accomplish. He also does this thing with a bracelet to stop complaining. I really like that idea because I complain a lot and I feel like I need to change my mind set on things. I need to stop stressing out everyday and just let things go...
Ok See you tomorrow.
k. xoxo (gossip girl)
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