Remedies to ease the frustration of dry swallowing of your pride could be to drink heavy amounts of alcohol (works but not recommended), watching YouTube videos till your eyes water from the strain of the computer screen (you have watchers remorse), or to just write it all out. Just make every word bleed a little more till your clean. If you want to be miss prissy, then go do your yoga* class and meditate.
This whole week has been one large salute to the white flag. Monday was the beginning of the Winter quarter and Monday night was a night I became very friendly with the toilet bowl. I don't know what caused it but all night till 5am I was sick. I also had a fever and some VERY strange fever dreams.**
Tuesday should be called Tylenol Tuesday because my body finally gave in and I was able to actually lay down and sleep a little. I skipped class only feeling 1/2 bad about missing the first meeting and watched a whole lot of Netflix. My body ached all over. I mean the physical exertion I put out on Monday had to equal a P90X workout. My lower back was killing me since all I did was sit up right all night and every nerve in my body felt so sensitive. I took a bunch of Tylenol though and that seemed to edge the pain as well as the Princess Bride. I wish my Grandpa would read to me...Wuv Truwe Wuv...
When I awoke on Wednesday I felt like a whole new woman. I watched Eat, Pray, Love felt inspired to sing and dance and travel and EAT. I said up far too late and bought many things on Amazon like this...
I needed a new one. Its the new year!
Things began to crumble just a little bit today. I'm seeing a movie at the Hammer museum tonight and I'm supposed to go to some little class thing tomorrow, but work called and rearranged my whole day basically. I'm annoyed but so it goes... I can't control them, and I choose for them to control me. If I didn't want them too then I wouldn't but at this point I just have to say whatever. Move on.
Now I'm sitting here peering out my living room window at school. Our window is sort of right in the middle of everything and so I feel like that nosy neighbor who watches everybody, but I also have a great view of the sky changing colors, moving on just like I need to. My toes are cold so I think I'm going to put some socks on before the movie.
Till next time sugars...
Today I heard: Elton Johns, "A little love." 3 stars
Today I tasted: My first Palmier of the quarter...oh love its so sweet.
Today I saw (seeing) : Play Time -Review to come later
Today I touched: the ground, Hard, while walking DOWN a flight of stairs.
Today I smelled: Freshly brewed coffee
*I shouldn't bash yoga, I really like it but I already use yoga as a form of surrender to the treadmill. That machine HATES me.
**one included Gerard Butler and scuba diving...it made me sea sick, then I woke up and got sick.
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